Welcome to monday - dontcha just love it - well actually no!!
This week should (or possibly should have) been a good week - being that I've booked Thursday and Friday off for a yey-ness night out in liverpool... Unfortunatley Angie is now off work sick and so if she isnt back in time there goes my days off!!!
I know it's not really important and it's ONLY a night out but right now I feel really miserable about it... and THAT makes me feel like a right selfish bitch cause my friend is poorly and I'm more bothered that I dont get a night out... Of course it doesnt help that if I cant go it means letting Charlie down (cause it's only the two of us going) and we'll still have to pay for the hotel cause it was a non-refundable booking...
I think a big part of feeling so upset about it is more that things have been really miserable lately and it was good to have something to look forward to and a night where I can just try and forget how utterly crap I've been feeling recently... right now I just want to curl up on my bed and cry - and I know how utterly pathetic that sounds
Ahh well - self pitying moaning over... On the bright side... oh hang on - I'll have to get back to you on that... there doesnt seem to be any bright side at the moment... anyone think of one??? :(
*Edit* Four hours later... yes I know all that was very woe is me... I was feeling sorry for myself OK!!!
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